My kiwi doesn’t want to die
But he must, if he wants to make the world happy
Surrounded by his jealous peachy relatives
He skips and plays among the fruit
Until at random a cherry appears
Stopping the kiwi at once with its tears
Until the knife cuts right through his skin
Multiple times, until he is sliced thin
The cheers from the crowd are louder than the screams of the kiwi being pushed into the pie mix-I push once and the kiwi bites me, and rallies the ranks of its sweet army.
Set to destroy me, the kiwi puts itself together
And pokes my eye out with a twizzler, a black one that tastes of broccoli. I open the fridge and an army of garlicky breadsticks parachute from the top shelf using leaves of lettuce screaming obscenities at the pill covered floor.

I swear I was half high when I wrote this XD

Randomnes writing is what I do best, I think ^_^

All around me, I find my influence,
Of all these things, I try to make sense,
Even in a perfect picture, of the perfect dawn,
It remains inside me, that which drives me on,
Never a complaint, nor the harshest scolding,
Could open my eyes to what my hands were holding,
And while I search for whom I want to be,
This self-realization has set me free.

This… Is my first attempt at a song… and was written at a rather.. difficult time.  But I figured, what the heck, might as well show it to the rest of the world… or, at least, you guys ^_^ Enjoy..

Come To Stay

Verse 1
Why does every day out here
Seem so freakin long to me?
Is it cuz I have no life,
Have no friends, no family?
Why can’t I admit im scared of letting someone close to me?
I think it s my insecurity.

Chorus 1
All alone, all alone out here
Nothing but me and my endless tears
Let your feelings fall away
Come to heaven come to stay

Verse 2
The devils closing in on me
Grinning yellow, rotted teeth
Standing there with open arms
Me succumbing to his charms
I turn to run but he’s still here
Whispering softly into my ear

Chorus 2
You’re all alone, all alone out here
Nothing but you and you’re endless tears
Let you’re feelings fall away
Come with me, child,
Come to stay

Verse 3
I have lots of friends down here
Long forgotten is my trail of tears
But I still here you call my name
And I yearn to see your face again
But I can’t leave here, here im strong
I wish to god you had come along

Chorus 3
Not alone anymore out here
But you’re the glisten in my tears
I may not have a beating heart
But you’ve been with me from the start
Just let your feelings lead the way
Come to me, love
Come to stay

trapped in a box made of your taunts
suffocating in impossible wants
my lungs are full of a burning fire
for you, a smoking desire
hazy visions fill my head
my ears ringing with everything you ever said
eyes burning with every tear you ever brought
you were the one that i sought
but nothing like i had thought
in your eyes i can see the mirrors
the reflection of every flaw appears
vivid and bright
shining in your light
outlined in red
every horrible thing i ever said
every one of my imperfections
turned out to be my destruction
i’m banging on the walls
dodging every horrid call
screaming for an escape
trying to undo this mistake
but with every step forward
i’m two steps backward
i can’t reach the old you
i can’t reach the old me
the love that was true
or who we used to be
my heart’s exploding with every need
each and every emotion screaming to be freed
screaming out for your fading shadow
begging and pleading for you not to go
still trapped in your taunts
i’m drowning in the wants
wrapped tightly in the misery
that seems to have a love for me
breathing your name
crying for everything to be the same
your smile running through my head
and from my ears spilling every word you said
every word unspoken
eating at a heart that’s broken
every cuel word echoing throughout my body
gripping at me
and choking me
i can’t break out of your hold
no matter what i’m told
i loved you
and i know you loved me too
our hearts are bound by bloody tears
tears that will never break despite the years
i am yours
and you are mine
even if all i see is your fading outline

Yeah… sorry… i seem to have gone on a posting spree XD ))

The frozen waves of this concrete sea
Bear me so softly away from you—
Separate, unchanging, this gentle
Broken line of dirt and rock,
Sand and stone and

How I wish we could be together!
How pointless it all seems,
This pain, this separation.
With each rise, each fall,
Each wave,

Each breath I take,
The distance grows,
You’re a little farther away,
And when will I find you
Again? Tell me—

Why does this
Frozen sea seem to move
So swiftly? How will you
Remember me, once I am
Gone? Or

Will you simply slip back into
Dreams of shattered nights
And twilight, waking
Memories of days you’ve
Yet to spend? If I come

Back to you with
Years between us, will you still
Be the same? Will I fall into
Your sweet electric embrace
The same old way? Or

Will I find that
You and I have become
Disjointed, awkward, and
In the end we’ll split apart
And go

Our own ways?
But that cannot be—
For there is no path that,
In the end, does not lead
Back to you.

i know what secrets lie in your quiet eyes
and wait for spring to come
i know that lull of peace, the lure of lies
that make you watch the sun

rise beyond your understanding
past your futile grasp of words
the image flashes by unseen
the warning sleeps and goes unheard

just like a fire in the night,
the shadows dance upon your door
and when you rise to meet the call
they’ll leave you wondering what you’re for

cities rise, and powers fall
history runs its looping track
and when it reaches the beginning-
you just might find what you once lacked

Well this is a poem i wrote not too long ago, just finished actually…

You Might As Well Have Pulled The Trigger
the constant teasing
always trying to be pleasing
drastic measures
showing off treasures
grinding others into dirt
making them bloody and hurt
crushing their dreams
drowning them in teary streams
all the pain
the feeling of hatred
of unwanted
never feeling good enough
or having cool enough stuff
mocked everyday
strength tested in every way
crushing them
never letting them win
constantly making them feel so small
and what’s the point of it all?
is it just something to do?
or does it make you feel better about you?
why does it make you so sicky happy
to see others so full of misery?
does seeing their running tears
help cure your pathetic fears?
and as each passing second goes by
their cheeks becoming wetter and wetter
you laugh cruelly to yourself
feeling all the more better
you take so much pride
in watching people scream and hide
as they crumble in their sadness
driven to insanity and madness
thinking only of yourself, with the constant taunts
just to fulfill your pathetic wants
after all, what does it matter to you if they’re hurt?
to you they’re nothing but a speck of dirt
but just remember
by making yourself bigger
you might as well have pulled the trigger

The young veteran walks the old streets,
Looking blindly for those he used to meet,
Ten years imprisoned in cursed Vietnam,
While his old friends hold sweet life in their palm,
Ten years lost and only pain gained,
For the time gone he is only shamed.

Wife left after year five,
Believing half-way that her love had surely died,
The old home foreclosed in a state of decay,
Taxes piled up and hundreds of bills to pay,
His identity itself left defiled,
His happy return is his own denial.

The draft pulled him from life,
And the war made him see the grim reaper’s scythe,
Tough times and a sorrowful capture,
He was one of the lucky ones: who avoided an early Rapture,
He knew all he had to is hold on to go home,
Gladdened by the sight of his fellow soldiers roam.

He climbed to the mountains and screamed at the sky,
But then he looked down from the height to spy,
The America his service had saved and thus he saluted the land.

Wrote this for My Ex… but I still like it, so…. yeah…

your breathing once filled me, its rise and its fall
that rhythm has left me, i cant hear its call
without you here by me, there’s just empty motion
the moments drift by without aim or intention

this night has no ending, the days have lost track
the lamplight is cold, its your warmth that i lack
still searching for meaning, there’s no resting place
the quiet is restless and fills in your space

lovers are empty without one another
only my thoughts of you keep me together
stumbling through life and its lingering dark
the silence here opens and pulls me apart

glimmers of you cannot last me out here
i need you, need every last inch of you near
you live in my thoughts, but that’s far away still
time echoes inside me but i’m never filled

your peace has gone cold and i am left searching
the dawn is a threat that is too long in coming
alone here again with the ache of my heart
the silence here opens and pulls me apart

without you this silence will tear me apart

Hello everyone,

This is what I have written, thus far. Please comment and let me know what you think. I will use all feedback I can to better my writing. Thank you in advance for reading and I hope you enjoy!

Chapter One (Progression)

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