trapped in a box made of your taunts
suffocating in impossible wants
my lungs are full of a burning fire
for you, a smoking desire
hazy visions fill my head
my ears ringing with everything you ever said
eyes burning with every tear you ever brought
you were the one that i sought
but nothing like i had thought
in your eyes i can see the mirrors
the reflection of every flaw appears
vivid and bright
shining in your light
outlined in red
every horrible thing i ever said
every one of my imperfections
turned out to be my destruction
i’m banging on the walls
dodging every horrid call
screaming for an escape
trying to undo this mistake
but with every step forward
i’m two steps backward
i can’t reach the old you
i can’t reach the old me
the love that was true
or who we used to be
my heart’s exploding with every need
each and every emotion screaming to be freed
screaming out for your fading shadow
begging and pleading for you not to go
still trapped in your taunts
i’m drowning in the wants
wrapped tightly in the misery
that seems to have a love for me
breathing your name
crying for everything to be the same
your smile running through my head
and from my ears spilling every word you said
every word unspoken
eating at a heart that’s broken
every cuel word echoing throughout my body
gripping at me
and choking me
i can’t break out of your hold
no matter what i’m told
i loved you
and i know you loved me too
our hearts are bound by bloody tears
tears that will never break despite the years
i am yours
and you are mine
even if all i see is your fading outline

Yeah… sorry… i seem to have gone on a posting spree XD ))