BLADOB
Posted by NyalicAug 30
Afraid
What do you think when youre alone in the dark
of no more sunny days and picnics in in the park?
I can feel you fading, into the hole where i used to be
I didnt do enough when the signs I could see
I know where youre going and its going to hurt
It scares me to think where you are and how youll feel
You arent there anymore, you eyes are empty
Your mind is black and you might not be back
Every thought is up to you.
You will choose to live or die,
in the coldest and blackest place in your mind
You will be challenged in every way
You will have to fight every single day
Im so sorry that i cant be there with you
Im so sorry that you have to feel the hell that you do
Please fight i promise it will get better
Please dont give up
2 comments
Comment by Nyalic on August 30, 2009 at 7:33 AM
Im sorry that my coming back to the site with this writing but this one is the closest one to my heart. Most (hopefully) will never have to feel Hell every single day. But some will. Some will have to fight thier way out of thier own living Hell.
Ive received… information that has made me become aware of the burden that i have left with the ones i most love. I cant be more eternally sorry for the pain that i have selfishly given.
Now ive been given the same burden. Now i know that a loved one of my own is traveling on the same path that i have. The path that leads to nothing more than one choice. And the journey to the bottom of this hell hurts so much its indescribable. I dont expect many to understand what im talking about and thank God for that. Everyone has thier own story, and it may not matter to most. But mine is important because its important to me. Because i care.
Comment by Charles on August 30, 2009 at 11:02 AM
This writing hits home for me as well, friend. I might be a little closer to the piece of work here than many others, but its lesson and its message is outspoken. There is no doubt, if I were directed something with so much feeling, its point would be driven home.
It is truly amazing to know – not guess or interpret – KNOW what it is like to feel hurt. You have an unbelievable appreciation for all things good. Your viewpoint is broadened from a blackened hole to the vastness of the beautiful sunrise in a new day. Those thoughts alone are incredibly empowering. Great writing and thank you for the explanation in your comment, Nyalic.