what isn’t right

what isn’t real

how should i act

how should i feel

when should i be mad

when should i be sad

where should i run

where has the sun gone

where should i bleed

when should i smile

what do i need

if only for awhile

when do i cry

and when do i not

what is a good

and what is a bad thought

what is right and

what is wrong

trying to make sense

for far too long

when do i go

when do i stay

where is God

and what do i say

how do i feel

it doesn’t matter anyway

when do i take

when do i give

when do i die

when do i live

what should i do

to learn something new.

In my quest I’ve seen things no one should – way too many bad days than are good.

(Sometimes when you lose, you win.)